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KIckin'

This morning I was lying in bed waiting for my alarm to ring and slid closer to my beloved and put my hand on her belly. She happens to be six months pregnant. Suddenly I felt the baby kick my hand. I felt this unbelieveable connection to that being inside her womb, to life, to the process of being born.

What a sweet dream. I will once again be a father. Once again given the opportunity to assist another human being on their journey to becoming.

Welcome home. Nice to meet you.

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Meg said…
From your beloved...
I was half-awake yesterday morning as my beloved snuggled behind me in that familiar, fuzzy place that I love. His hand slipped around my growing belly. All of the sudden, the was a kick. The three of us shuddered. Whoa! Did you feel that? The baby kicked several more times for good measure. It felt like we were having a silent conversation with the baby. I felt incredibly connected to our little cocooned pod. We snuggled in deeper.

Some people say that a child pushes a couple apart and changes your relationship. My experience has been the opposite. Being pregnant has brought us closer together as we marvel at what we have created, at the changes in my body. I am so grateful for the kicks and changes and miracles in my life.
January 25, 2007 at 7:18 AM
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